It’s 1:44 AM; I’m unable to sleep – partially due to a long day of work, errands & working out in the evening. Evening workouts are the worst as they increase your body temperature & it takes time for your […]
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Regrets & Mistakes
I’ve missed birthdays, graduations, engagements, weddings, baby showers, family gatherings, even some funerals, parties, and countless other events that are important to most people. Other than saying, “I’m sorry, I can’t make it.“, I’ve never had a better answer because […]
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Dostoevsky
I’ve always been a fairly avid reader of books but I still have my hot and cold periods depending on how much time I have. In 1849 Fyodor Dostoevsky was sentenced to execution but was pardoned at the last minute […]
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Depression & Mental health
I don’t think I’ve understood or comprehended what depression means. The idea about what depression meant was changed very recently while I was on a call with one of my mentors. I’ve been trying to find answers to some of […]
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You can’t save someone who doesn’t want to be saved.
In my last post, I ended up writing about empathy & why I still have to see any of the good sides of that quality to possess. I try to think something must be fundamentally wrong with me on a […]
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Empathy is not my friend
I have an awful quality that has landed me in dark places many times. I am unsure how to explain how empathy or being an empath can change you or nurture you in this world. It almost feels like the […]
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Leatherman’s Loop
I feel like someone beat me to a pulp. I ran my heart out today & yet I feel defeated, lost, bruised, and demoralized with the outcome of this Trail/Cross Country race. This was the toughest race I’ve had till […]
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Love
Love – One of the most complex things in the world. It tends to make or break stuff so quickly, and hence it’s always seen in the wrong sentiment by most people. It is the very thing that holds almost […]
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Drive to Survive
P.S. – This post has nothing to do with the Netflix show for Formula 1. This is more of a self-realization post that the coming months will be in a LIT, super intense, hectic, chaotic, bizarre, Fight or Flight and […]
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I’m not able to eat food well for two days. And I think writing it down would probably help me confront my feelings. I went out with someone for dinner a few days ago. The person seemed perfect; she was […]
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