I couldn’t attend my cousin sister’s engagement ceremony. Yeah, that happened. I have no excuses. I deserve to feel shitty like this. She messaged me the next day, saying she missed me a lot; it made my heart sink. We […]
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Surgery & Anesthesia
So today, I had a minor surgery on my head that did not turn out to be short. It was because of some infection, which after consulting a dermatologist, turned out that I could either take two years of medication […]
Read MoreFind your tribe.
Some time back, I was lost because I had started to hate the very thing I loved, engineering. It was because of a bad manager; bad is an understatement. I was poorly treated for my passion, and a close friend […]
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Final
Here we are, the end of a nearer. The EMT final is set for august 2nd. I am not prepared for this, this is not me sandbagging but giving a self a reality check. I need a 60+ on the […]
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Vitals HW
So it has been an absolute rollercoaster of a week. We received a homework assignment where we had to take basic vital signs from around 20 people, which included respiration, blood pressure, bpm, spo2, etc. Sadly there are not a […]
Read MoreDon’t push too hard/Caution Restrain/Know your limits
Be a gracious loser and humble winner. Read that today somewhere. For my whole life I’ve been taught to keep patience or caution restrain or work within my limits, but the irony is every single time I’ve had a breakthrough […]
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Holding to dear life with everything, yet pushing the pace at its maximum.Alone yet being supported by countless individuals.This race feels rushed, but I’m trying to keep up with my rabbit.Maybe a suicide pace is a suitable pace, and I […]
Read MoreBe Curious, Not Judgemental.
It’s 12:10 am Wed Jul 6. I was browsing youtube while having dinner a few mins ago and ended up seeing a video from Ted Lasso titled “Be Curious, Not Judgemental.” I smiled after the video ended because I resonated […]
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I want to say, “It was never going to be easy,” but this is brutal. I am tired, exhausted, and a bit mentally down with work. I’m also lagging in keeping up with reading and studying. My health is somewhat […]
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Fly Baby Fly
I ended up going skydiving on the 3rd. It was a 5/10 experience. I’m not sure how to put this, but I think I expected more of a kick or adrenaline rush out of that experience. I will most likely […]
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