This question was asked to me today, and I was called the “G” word, which I always hate. How can I tell the person that there are days when I do manage to do the stupidest thing possibly imaginable? So […]
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Nov 5th, 2022
Things have not been as easy as I thought they would be. Certainly a lot of ups & downs. Mainly downs because I tend to emphasize what needs to be worked on/improved on. This year has certainly been a kind […]
Read MoreOct 9th
So a lot has happened since the last time I wrote. I cannot write everything in detail. A lady T-boned me on the path station in Hoboken, and my phone fell on the track and shattered. She didn’t even bother […]
Read MoreSheepdogs
Happy & normal until someone attacks the flock – That’s usually my motto in life. The flocks are my friends and family. I couldn’t sleep well last night as I was up for a while thinking about a work-related culture […]
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Nothing holding me back.
Work is back in session; I’m trying to get my routine back on the clock. The goodbyes were hard after the EMT practicals exams for the friends I made. I’m going to aimlessly wait for thanksgiving to see them again, […]
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Halftime’s Over
Today for the first time in 3 months, I managed to sleep for more than 7 hrs. I’ve been averaging 6 hrs of sleep over that – have barely been exercising or running, blood pressure is at 140/90. Didn’t really […]
Read MoreAll Summers End
I couldn’t attend my cousin sister’s engagement ceremony. Yeah, that happened. I have no excuses. I deserve to feel shitty like this. She messaged me the next day, saying she missed me a lot; it made my heart sink. We […]
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Surgery & Anesthesia
So today, I had a minor surgery on my head that did not turn out to be short. It was because of some infection, which after consulting a dermatologist, turned out that I could either take two years of medication […]
Read MoreFind your tribe.
Some time back, I was lost because I had started to hate the very thing I loved, engineering. It was because of a bad manager; bad is an understatement. I was poorly treated for my passion, and a close friend […]
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Final
Here we are, the end of a nearer. The EMT final is set for august 2nd. I am not prepared for this, this is not me sandbagging but giving a self a reality check. I need a 60+ on the […]
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